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I WOULD LIKE TO GIVE HUGS AND KISSES TO MY HANDS, KNEES, AND 5 SENSES! *mua mua (: Good morning CHARLIE! :D EVER READY TO OVERCOME, CHARLIE (:
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chem lesson right int he morning. and i was paying attention! the school should make us study in aircon room! cause i pay attention better in aircon room(: then had a maths. our classroom i splain disgusting, theres 7 dead caterpillars and a butterfly nest, which just popped out a pupa today -.-. and theres wasp flying around. disgusting stuff yuck yuck. went out with toon and grace today, had yoshi DID a lil hw, then SHREKK 3(: funny show(: but the guy bside me was disgusting, his laughter is disgusting too, like a ah pek :\ subway cookies is da bomb! :D im tired being the one caring for everything, for everyone, for every single thing under the sun. it get tiring having you have respoinsibilities weighing you down, like strangling you till you cant breathe. my language sucks, so bear with me or dont read it. i realise i am a nerd and i have no life. my life revolves around, being a good kid, do my work , tuition, visit her, sleep eat. i am a declared, NERD.i have to go get a life, but then to think of it again, i have no time for myself -.-, every single second is spend on either, hw / tuition/ school stuff/ class stuff/ family stuff. at there, i feel so out. for some reason my heart ached when she said those words, i dont know what to do anymore. and she(another one) has just ..... and now im a stupid lost sheep. and seeing dad stressed out i heart aches again, and her condition aint getting no better. im dejected by every single thing the doc says. freak. im feeling damn *&^%$#$%^&*&^%$ now. im surviving my everyday with a heavy heart. i feel so stupid im a relatively happy person. (not)
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today is last day of school! :D say YAY! BOO! -.- ok well it didnt felt like it was the last day. It was so unproductive, i spent my day excercising -.- mass run, pe, walk around school. haha then went to study with Ibu and Adik, IT WAS SUPER UBER PRODUCTIVE! I CANT BELIEVE I STARTED ON MY MATH HW ALR! 0_0
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slept from 1am yeasterday to 2pm today :D im such a pig ): sighs, but i cant help it! :D new bedsheet and washed blankie, feel so fresh so very ncie to sleep haha. went for a maths in the morn, then to see mum(: and then out with sis to town(: wore the new top and i was begging to find a cardigan cause the one i was wearing made me look like a chao ah lian which is disgusting :\ and after 1 hr, we found ONE :D bought it and yay! my mood had a 180deg change haha, watched spiderman 3 again with sis, and she got angry with me cause of sth ): sighs. well we're ok now (:
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stupid. lj screwed up my previous post. so i shall make this hsort.
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quarelling with my sis now. wth. I CANT HEAR YOU! :\ 9TH MAY. GET IT OVER AND DONE WITH MIDS! CHEERIOS!
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I CONCLUDE THAT TODAY IS A BAD DAY! AND IM A BAD GIRL!):
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MY HANDDDD! ): its so pain! ): try writting 5 essays within 1 and a half hour and another 4 withing 1 and a half hour ): i think i have muscles due to excessive writting alr xD haha lit was :| ss was O_O ): how???? sighs.... due to many reasons, life sucks. IM A MUGGER ): Cant believe that im the fool again,
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i hate it when i cant stay angry for long ): cause i'll get distracted and everyhting goes wrong cause i am too blo--- angry >: | GAHHH but its so unfair some ppl are meant to be angry at :\ mids are not over but i've got alot of dates coming up alr :\ and im SICK OF CURRY! TRY EATING IT FOR 4 DAYS STRIAGHT!
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everyone was high today. i was SUPER high. i think there's something wrong with me :| i couldnt stop disturbing toon and cas. i started scribbling words on their work (in pencil of course) but when cas took away my pencil i almost resorted to use pen ): BUT of course, im like so nice? i decided not to and use another pencil. teehee. today's lessons seem to pass very quickly, everyone was in a good mood. even lao shi also O.O cause gretchen drew this circle, circle dot dot thing and this gun then lao shi was like saying sth bout wanting to be in America to buy a gun or sth like that -.-!!!! haha yst was a VERY GREAT DAY! :D despite the fact that i had tuition from 1030 - 4pm :| my dad was DA BOMB I TELL YA! DA BOMBB! i got a new phone! *jumps around ok sorry, im just happy cause my previous phone was horrible, it had 3-4 lines across the screen and i couldnt see words in msg-es -.-! haha so yeahh and he go my sis and i a spare phone but my sis ended up using it cause the colour is cool! motorola red :D one thing that suck is that it has no memory card -.-! and we were searching the whole phone for the slot to insert it in -.-! but yeah MY DAD IS COOL :D what about your's? lunch aft sch at tanglin macs. talk like you never tlak before. and i can conclude that grace's supposedly riddles are COOL :D but lame. hahaha its interesting though. home. i have the urge to go starbucks or coffeebean to sit and study today :| GOSH IM A PIG! FREAK... anyone wanna go for study date? (: IM SO SICK OF EATING CURRY! IMAGINE EATING IT FOR 3 DAYS IN A ROW! AND TMR my tutor is cooking CURRY again. GOSHHH HELP ME! sat nite, curry rice and bread. sun nite, curry rice. mon nite, curry beehoon, tues aft, curry bread. :| im so tired of waiting la, sometimes i wished i never knew you, life would be easier to get over. HEH. BEFORE THAT, this is quite early buy HAPPY LABOUR DAY! :D 12th may, I CANT WAIT MANZXZXZZZX HEHE XD love, the cool cucumber
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i had the weirdest dream last nite :| my sis is in the kitchen cooking curry :| i hope i wont die of food poisoning HAHA XD
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IM PEELING! *&^%$#$%^&*&^%$ MY FACE IS PEELING! MY NOSE IS PEELING! HENCE IM A PEELING AND PISSED PERSON! ): chem test tmr. confirm, chop, stamp, I SURE DIE ): too much to study till i dont know where to start. mids is like this fri? gosh... *smacks head on wall. i was daydreaming during lessons again ): i think i shall drink more pao sheng :| joey's making me stressed by saying she finished revising for mids! GOSH. i am living in a stressed environment :| sighhs... why cant i be a MORE hardworking ): till the end.
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i've been thinking of cheesefries all day :| i think im a pig ): *nudges nita and ana x)
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10blitsters on my right hand, 4 blisters on my left hand. 2 small abrasions/cuts(wtv u call it) on my right and another on my left leg. back ache, arm, wrist, shoulder, neck ache.BURNT, uneven tan lines but ALL WAS WORTH IT :D
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titration spa dry run today was a disaster! wasnt myself. ): did almost EVERYTHING wrong ): gosh! *smacks head and geog test was HORRIBLE): I STUPIDLY GO DRAW ONE MEANDER! WHEN IT IS A VALLEY! LIKE WTH?!?! sighs... i can thus conclude that TODAY IS NOT MY DAY! talking to joey now. i miss 2S1! ): i miss the past in sec 2 when life was less stressed. but i guess life's like that): i cant wait for mids to be over! can have ex-clique outing :DDDD joey really cheers me up! :D I LOVE YOU JOEY! XD ok i sound wrong :\ please let me go.i really want this chance.
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school wasnt that bad, was munching my lessons away x) and bio made me realise i have fats EVERYWHERE! ):
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lifes a female dog): just when i thought all was fine, a updated news popped up): gosh! *smacks head on wall i just hate this. anyway... i dislike my sis ): she laughed at my dream i made last night! ): and i think i have a thing for animals in my dreams! i remember dreaming that my parents were the scorpion king and queen who reared snakes and all those disgusting stuff, then dreamt a snake appearing behind my fave sofa, ok this is the most stupid one, I DREAMT THAT I COULD TALK TO THIS RABBIT! gosh! then in the dream only me and the rabbit can talk while the dunno what frens i know couldnt! ok this scene was in a park, then we (my frens and the rabbit) decided to play tgt -.-!!!!! however my frens started kicking the rabbit and abusing it! and i cried in the dream ): and i apologised to it, but then it ran away saying i betrayed its trust! MY GOD.... what the hell was i dreaming.... then aft that i said sorry again, then i hugged the rabbit(: so cute! it was a white rabbit :D then got once i dreamt i was stung by a bee on my butt! :X and yst night one was ants, i was a ant collector!?!?! then the ants ran out of this thing i build for them and they bit my legs! then so scary! all the ant bites swollen): WHAT THE HELL HAVE I BEEN DREAMING!!! :X im weird man... ): im excited for the revamp of the class! :D hope it goes well(: i need alot alot alot alot X infinite of faith and hope ): |
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im feeling MUCH better now(: sometimes i love talking to my sis bout problems then she'll help me and give me advice + console me I LOVE YOU JIE! :D told her bout one of the probs and well i kinda feel better now, one load off my shoulder(: AND AND AND! my mum's better :D still in ---, but no need the tube stick inside just need oxygen mask alr(: well well, lets see, i have SO much to do and so lil time, and in the first place, i shouldnt even be here! -.-!!!!!! oh wells, must always have faith and hope! JIA YOU JIA YOU! :D |
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well, this week is the worst week of my life. only thing that i can be happy about is my e math test(: 17/20! although its an easy paper, but well OMG I PASSED WELL(: told mum and she smiled(: but i know im definitely failing a math... i cant seem to get it right. BUT JIA YOU JIA YOU I CAN DO THIS! buck up! one problem after another. what a screwed week. anymore problems? it wont make a difference to my problem list. I felt hurt when I heard those comments. After all, all i wanted was us to be as one and get things done. but i guess sometimes things get misintepreted right? I wont say much, cause it'd only cause more conflict. and i find myself stupid for believing that you'd be there to catch me when i fall. maybe i shouldnt be in here in the first place. and of course, if you dont want me here, i'd get out of your life, i dont see the need to care, to love, to help anymore. maybe without me, you'd be MUCH wayy better off right? I really dont want to start another conflict, but i've said my piece, my apologies, but if you insist on being like that, i cant do much. suit yourself, but if you need help, just tell me, anytime, anywhere,i'd still be there for you. this aint the best time of my life. i feel damn screwed up. everything just seems to be heading the wrong way. I've got to tell you this, please dont look down on us, cause 3S1 will prove you all wrong one day. I LOVE 3S1<3! back to square one. drifted. the silent game. |
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THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO CONSTANCE YEO HUI TING! THANKS FOR MAKING THIS SKIN AND LAYOUT FOR ME!(: never show that you are sad to the people around you, cause they are innocent. |
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